Friday, December 26, 2008

I have a loving family. In this family, i am the youngest son who is always doted by my parents and siblings. I thank God for landing me in this family, for i know there is a purpose behind this and my life.And i am still searching for this purpose

However, this family has provided me a comfort zone which will hinder my growth in becoming a mature, independent and competent adult.

I want to lead my own independent life in the future so that i can be moulded into an independent being that i desire to be. Nevertheless, i will be filial and not to neglect them when i am capable of working and starting a family. This may be a 5-to-10-years' vision, but its good to plan for the long term.Plans? Go Australia to further my studies? My upcoming NS 2-yr life experience? University lifestyle in Singapore? I don't know but i plead that God will envisage me his plans soon.

My heart feels so incomplete and empty. I have been away from Him since the end of A's Level, and i wish to go back to him. Like before.Will You accept me back once again? Yes i know You will, but i am afraid to disappoint You again..

Posted by Hans En at 1:41 AM