Sunday, June 28, 2009

Supposingly to attend the elderly ministry for the 1st time. However, i couldn't wake up on time. Gosh cant believe that i can choose to sleep till overtime. Need to reflect and WILL definitely be on time for the next session on 11th july.

Didn't do much today before going to church. Use com, watch Transformers 1 on com and read newspaper and eat. From 10 am to 3 pm. Wasted 5 hours. NO~~

But thank God for today's service. Uncle Vernon and Aunt Patricia from another organisation( forgot the name alr =p) came to minister us. Enjoyed the service. Although service ended early at 6pm, we stayed till 10pm ( jamming and chatting, even dinnering in church). Felt that there is a better cohesion in the youth ministry after today's in-church interaction.

Lastly, i washed most of my clothes =)

Posted by Hans En at 1:21 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Its the dull and emo sunday evening again. For these 4-5 sunday evenings, i was always emoing and having thoughts which will deter me from obeying God's will for me. During every sunday evening, emptiness will never fail to set into my heart. It seems that that emptiness will never disappear in my life. Gosh its so tough! So tough to battle against emotional temptations! How i wish God's timing plan will now take place. Feeling so tempted to take the matters into my own hands instead of letting Him( the wisest of all) to handle and plan my future.

God, please allow undesirable thoughts to vanish right now so that i can be obedient to you. I don't want to entertain such bad thoughts anymore..

Posted by Hans En at 7:48 PM

Today was a tiring day. Woke up early in the morning to meet my fellow section mates for project work. 2 were sick, and my bed buddy was late for 1 hr! Angry but appeased, since he treated me starbucks =) After that, i went for church service. Was sharing on my previous post regarding the failure to wash my own clothes. Then was discussing the importance and link between faith and obedience, then linked to love. Had a fruitful discussion. After dinnering with my beloved churchmates, i went back home at 11. Talked to Jerrold and continued my unfinished project work. Still doing now. However, my bed buddy had to do more because he is the group leader. Never before had i have a nice buddy like him.=)

Posted by Hans En at 1:26 AM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Did a failure move ytd. I had broken my promise to love my parents through actions. I had asked my mum to wash my army clothes, because i felt dead tired. Truth? I was still energetic that i was able to use my computer till 1 am. Shameful me, seriously. I must wash my army clothes from next fri onwards!!!

Posted by Hans En at 12:44 AM

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Isaiah 40:28-31 (New International Version)

28 Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God,the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.

29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

During this week, i have pondered over many things. Things like how can i contribute more to the church, which areas of my life can i improve, what should i do to bring myself closer to God( a big struggle at times)...

Today, He had answered. At the end of today's service, Elder Glen had called upon those who require prayers. For me, i need it. I need the Holy Spirit to heal my heart and soul from recent incidents. When i was standing at the altar, with my eyes closed, all i could see was darkness. Here is the interesting incident. Before Elder Glen asked the elders to pray for those at the altar, i could sense that someone s definitely coming to pray for me. I could sense that the person ll be aunty doris. And she indeed came to pray for me.When she came to me, in front of me and touched my shoulders, a sudden brightness took over the darkness in my closed vision. All i could see was a light, unfamiliar yet comfortable light.Soon, I broke down in tears.

God is the healer,like He had promised to be in the Bible, and He had healed me. Now, as i blog, i recall things that God had spoken to me.He asks me to wait patiently for His good plans to take place. He wants me to love my family through actions like never before. He wants me to focus on His ministry( be it the elderly ministry or the usher ministry).What i am sure now is that God's grace is indeed present and enough for me.

This entry is for u God. Thanks!

Posted by Hans En at 5:13 PM