Saturday, January 31, 2009

Many things had happened ever since i had entered tekong. I had experienced sorrowfulness when my close one does not understand how much i am trying to pacify and compromise situations.Best efforts were being poured into,yet what i had gained in return were arguments and reprimands.

I am just trying to strike a balance in time spent with my important ones. I just want to make sure that everyone is happy. Why is it so difficult? Am i really selfish? Am i not understanding towards her? What i want to acheive are nothing else but peace and harmony in relationships. Are my order of priorities really screwed up? Even though things have become better , the upsetness felt in my heart still remains and the hurt is deep in my heart.

God may you remove this pain away and grant a stronger heart against disappointments and sadness. Also i pray that Lord you can improve our level of understanding and willingness to compromise when conflicts arise in the relationship.



Posted by Hans En at 5:23 AM